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Hey guys....

Haha.. Will be switching over to wordpress cause there is seriously something wrong about blogdrive...

The site is still under maintenance..
So... Hang On... Haha

Wylie will be back in action soon=D

IT'S TIME FOR UPDATE!!!

Wahahahahaha....

Dearies who are having monster exams now...
HANG IN THERE!!! It's half way through!!
After which will be FUN TIME!!!

Was blog-hopping before this and it seems like everyone is blogging about gaining pounds in this exam period...
Haha... And I'm not of any exception!!!
The sheer determination for a diet plan never fails to give way to PROCRASTINATION!!
HELP!!! I need a shed-some-pounds-overnite pill...
I mean shed-SUPERLOTSOF-pounds-overnite pill...

And stamina... Totally drained!!!
Even panting after I climb the overheadbridge!!! You know how serious this is!!!
(Don't laugh Kohhuishan!!!)
Oh my goooderness... I seriously miss the *BASELINE!!!* days...
Routine 4km runs, pyramid runs, SUICIDES!!!
Though much dreaded but at least I'm left with no choice but to KEEP FIT!!!

Last Sat, after work which ended pretty early...
I headed home with nothing much to do...
Just laze around and when I suddenly found myself in bed, falling asleep....
I was like,
" Sleeping is such a waste of time and what the hell am I doing in bed...."

WOW!!! WEEET!!!
Can you imagine me saying that to myself...
And you know what!!
I actually jump out of my bed, got changed and went for a RUN!!!
hahahahaha!!! *ahem*
AND..... I actually went GYM-ing after that almost die-d run TOO!!!

*weeWEET**weeWEET*

Even though this happen only once in a PINK moon...
At least there's the ONCE okay!!!

So morale of the story is...

WEELITING can do it... So can YOU!!!

Hahahah... Okay let's just stop at this and not go into what I ate for dinner after that...

HAHAHAHA!!!

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Monday!!
It's a MUST-blog...
I really felt quite proud of myself that day...
After work, I headed to the RHB bank alone to settle my bank loans...
Cause Dad is occupied with work, I've to do everything myself...
Was sitting down with the personal banker, quite a nice guy....
Going through the details in the contract...
Understanding all the terms and repayment modes and all the 'chim-malogy' cumulative interest thingy...
Haha... I was able to absorb most of the details and explain to my Dad bit-by-bit that night...

Never did I felt this independent before...
From making BIG decisions from the start, to applying for IELTS english test, to sourcing for bank loans, signing contracts, preparing submission of documents after documents...

我真的长大了呢! Haha!!

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Tuesday!!
After work... Went to the bank again to hand in the necessary documents...
But this time round, YY left the office tgt with me so she actually acc me there...
We grabbed a bite at J.Co donuts and just chatted for awhile before heading home...

Hey girl...
We had a fair share of good times together even though it was only for that few months...
*Scissors, paper, stone*, Siglap, buddy-friend-ing... Haha...
Go for what you really want to pursue...
And be responsible for all your decisions...
Ultimately, you choose how you wanna paint your own future=)
Creator. Create your own future.
All e best ya!!

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Wednesday!!
Working-out session with Eugenia after work...
Haha... Been sometime since we last meet up...


Yes right!! keeping fit!!!
But I still can't control my junk food consumption!!! Haha....
More sessions pls...

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Thursday!!
Had dinner with Mummy at the newly opened Jap foodcourt at Northpoint 2...
The food's not bad... But the place is small and squeezy and super packed!!!
Went exploring... Haha.. Quite Cool...
AND WHERE IS MY SUBWAY!!!!
CALLING OUT TO NORTHPOINT SHOPPING CENTER MANAGEMENT!!!
PLEASE OPEN ONE OVER HERE!!!!
ELLO!! ELLO!!! CAN YOU HEAR ME!!!
I WANT MY COLD CUT TRIO AND SUBWAY MELT!!!
SHANK YEW YOU!!!

Before we head home,
we saw this very very very kelian de old ah ma selling packet tissue...
So we went forward to buy from her...
I was telling mummy sincerely,

"Mummy.... I will never let you lead this kind of selling tissue life in future..."

She must be feeling like *AISEH!!! HAHA* and she went smiling away...

Then I naughtily jokingly went,

"But I dun mind you go pick cardboard." HAHAHAHHA....

Then the next moment, she PIAK MY BACK SUPER LOUD and stared at me with a you-dare-hurh kind of expression...

HAHAHA... Quite funny...
Joking only larh... I swear I wun let my parents lead this kind of life de lorh...
Haha....

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Friday!!!
It's a happening, motivating, satisfying Interview day today...
The number of interviewees turning up for interview today was indeed record-breaking the whole time I am here....
Juice by Cerrin... 2hours plus NON-STOP interviewing!!! *clapclaps*
Haha... No time for weewee in the loo even...
Just let the number of application forms seen below do all the talking....

Clifton came over to join us...
Plans for xmas coming up...
SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN!!!!

CAN'T WAIT FOR THE END OF 08!!! wEeEeEt!!!

DECEMBER HAPPENINGS!!!
*JC peeps ZOO outing, Beach Volley @ Sentosa... (Midst of organizing=D)
*PAINTBALL!!
*YX Bdae Bash
*Dearest Koh's Birthday!!! (heh... haha... )
*Chua Kit BDAE!!!
*lao Woo belated 19th!! haha...
*Llab10 Annual General Meeting
*Xmas Celebration!
*RMIT enrolment briefing
*Cousin's wedding dinner
*Shopping shopping and more shopping for school next year.. *wink*
*Daddy's birthday

RANDOM POST ALERT!!

COM CRASHED! INTERNET DOWN!!!
For the past few days...

Until Didi exhibits his 'mechanical' skills as he always does...
Dismantling the CPU and plucking wires in and out...

AND POOF!!!

The CPU EXPLODED!!!!

haha... not so kua zhang larh...
Just that there's a loud BOOM! n there were sparks...

Kor came back and they brought the stuff for servicing...
Haha... Finally... Our computer is back... Alive and kicking!!

So... It had been working and home and working and home...
Lun and Shan where are you guys!!!!
Stop hiding!!! Come out now!!

I'm feeling super duper bad...
Been missing work for TWO days due to stupid reasons...
Invalid and irresponsible reasons...
But I cant bring myself to leave things as it is at home...
Shucks... Importance is overtaking responsibility...
I hate to balance... Neither way is the right way...

Study loan is under processing...
Hopefully the bank hasten their pace in processing so I can be in time for my first payment...
If not... Say goodbye to my savings... =(

One and a half more months to go...
AND school is starting for me!!! WAHAHAHA...
2009 is coming... Come fast... I want to leave 08 behind...

Every year, there's bound to be something significant to remember...
Something that you will go HEY... that's the year....

Secondary school times was NETBALL NETBALL NETBALL...
haha... The AI Netball Team!!!

JC times was 2406 and my SOLID clique of friends...

2008... Certainly it has got to be the PVI-ians!!!
If it wasn't for the company, the fun, the people and the happenings...
I wouldn't be able to set my mind aside from time to time, away from those down periods...
When everyone is back in school...
When everyone is asking Hey, why aren't you studying now...
Oh.. Cause I couldn't get in...
When everyone is talking about UNI life during meetups and gatherings...
I could only sit and listen...

Their company made me felt at ease...
Cause I dun have to worry about putting up a fake front which is really tiring...
And NO... I'm not taking them for granted just because I'm seeking an alternative zone...
I totally treasure the times with them cause they are sincere in their words...
They were there to listen when things are going wrong...
They were the ones who taught me about thinking far, long term goals...
And what I really want in life...

When I first stepped in...
I realised my own positivity was so small... PEANUTS!! small ones... haha...
There's so much to learn, so much to absorb...
So much is needed to accomplish big things...
They really made me see alot of light bulbs the whole time I was here...
*DING!!* *ding!!* *DING!!*

haha... You guys know who you are=)
Thanx so muchie...
You guys were the ones to light up my darkest moments this year...
And I really appreciate that alot=)
Looking forward to a HAPPENING YEAR END!!

HELLO WORLD!!

I'm here to announced a good news...
Finally after months of tense and complicated and tough and lonely decisions made...

I've been offered a place in SIM-RMIT Bach of Business (Mgmt) programme!!!

Finally a load off my chest... Wahahahaha....
I could seriously hear my own heart thumping when dad left me in suspense over the phone...

School's gonna start on 5th Jan next year...

I'M GOING TO SCHOOL EVERYONE...

Gna join in the UNI-LIFE gang like finally....

So what if it's SIM...
So what if the cert is not that recognised...
I'm studying what I like...
And I believe that is the only reliable source of MOTIVATION to handle tough uni life...




BUT!!!!



I'm freaking super stressed now over the school fees...
I wanna cry can!!!
But I can't.... This is the consequence of my own choice...
And I have to face it... Coz I MADE THAT CHOICE...

Not talking about being unable to get a loan here or anything like that...

I'm talking about the consequence I have to face after graduation...
Yes! 3 years from now...
So why bother get so worked up and stressed...

It's about thinking far...
The future...
And making plans before I start struggling over the repayment modes after graduation...

Let me just break down my situation...

I'm getting a loan from RHB BANK...
Under my dad's name... Coz I'm still under 21 years of age...

The total course fees payable for entire 3 year course is $31,843.20
(this excludes the exam fees and membership fees and materials for study)

So we're gonna take up a loan of $35,000...

Under the standard repayment option,
it is a basic scheme where Dad is supposed to pay by monthly installment (principal and interest) once the loan is disbursed...

Which also means...
Upon receiving the loan Dad have to start paying to the bank a certain sum of money every month for 120 months, that is 10 FREAKING YEARS!!!

For a gross loan of $35,000 and a 4.68% interest...
For 1 month, the amt to pay the bank is $366.

So let's do some calculations here...

1 month - $366
120months - $366 x 120 = $43,920

And this also goes to say...
I'm in debt of $43,920 to my Daddy upon graduation...

$43,920!!!!! That's ALOT OF MONEY CAN....

Dad is okay with all the loans and stuff...
I'm just super worried about my future...

$43,920 deficit... And I'm 23 years of age then...

Say the MOST i could go the moment I stepped out to work...
Repaying $500 every month...
This is possible only when I'm earning more than $2k per month...
All my expenditure and allowance and stuff... Oh my gooderness...
Can I go live in an island???

Okay...
$500 per month.
$43,920 / $500 = 87.84 months to fully clear my study fees

87.84 / 12 = that's freaking 7.5 years!!!

By then I'm 30 years of age...
And my current balance is ZERO!!!!

What's gonna happen to my long-term goals...
My car... My 1st million... Haha... Okay abit over...
Shhh.... but that's really my long term goal okay....

Seriously fretting over this issue...
Cause I know this is not the kind of life I wanna live next time,
in debt for my study fees till the age of 30!!

But what am I gonna do about it....

Robabank??
Go some ulu kuku place and be a queen there??
HAHAHA... What shit....

I made this choice...
So I've to face this consequence...
I don't regret... But what I need now is a direction...

A plan to make things better for myself in the future...

I don't think I'm thinking too much...
Being prepared... That's what should be the case....

MONEY MONEY!!! DROP FROM SKY BAH!!! hahahaha....

Hey world...
It's the end of yet another week...
Marching into the month of November...
It also meant the answer to whether I'm going back to school will be reveal real soon...

Tense?? Excited?? Maybe...
But I'm quite confident the result will be positive...
Let's hope this is really the case...
I've already tried all means to increase this probability...
So... Just try your best, Let Guan-Yin-Ma do the rest... *wink*

I seriously made no plans if things were to turn out otherwise...
I have no more optimism to face another disappointment anymore... So...

It has been 2 weeks since my last entry... Haha...
Let me try to recall...

Last Sunday...
Meetup with the JC friends...
Partyworld was first... Followed by a lunch get together...
And then Lun's place for mahjong...
ShiHui came along and we had zi-char for dinner... CEREAL PRAWNS!!!

Shall not go into the teeny weeny details.. haha...
PAINTBALL soon!!! wahahahaha...

Sorry guys for the wait... Haha...
I was too lazy to update this little online diary coz I thot something else was more important...
Despite all the totally squeezed brain juice to get the thing done,
It wasn't as easy as it seems...
The plan still needs more professional advice... *somebody HELP!!*

OKAY... ANYWAY....
Let's start from eh.... Last Wednesday...
It was a usual day at work just that it was the....
EVE of R&R cum road trip to KL for the company guys...
oH!! and it was also MARKETING DAY for Ms glamorous and admin Wylie...

Yes... Marketing as in GO-MARKET de marketing... HAHA...
Evidence... SEE!!!

I wanna remain as a closed book for certain things.
Yet I seriously need to speak my mind.

Just when I felt I should take control of my life.
Your mere strength was all it took for me to give up.

I chose to run. I shut that door.
And then it turned out again to be my fault.

Fine. What else can I say.

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The mountain is the limit.
But what I want is the sky.

The road has come to an end.
But I chose to think it's a lie.

The way to advance is to walk.
Yet I freaking wanna fly.

The fact is expectation's a killer.
I just cannot seem to realise.

 

Now, the load seems to weigh a himalayas.
It used to be a formidable drive.

Cobwebs are forming around those big dreams.
I can't seem to get them out of my life.

Time can never prove my worth.
I don't understand why I can't get in line.

Perhaps, I've indeed lost right from the start.
Simply to me, myself, and I.

The same reason.
The same why.

The more I try to satisfy.
The more I lost what's mine.

I can defeat a rhino.
I can brave the storms.

But when it comes to the race.
I just fail to move on.

 

The heat was on since years ago.

Silence never fail to give way to tears.

There is neither a right nor wrong.

It is simply an expectation of my own.

 

Hey cum'on. Be a different kind.

Get on the stage. Out of the mezzanine of life.

Take the lead. Cross the line.

Stop the tears. GET A LIFE.

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Sorry. Words are the only thing I can express myself to.
What's the point of looking perfectly complete from the outside.
Yet totally empty in the inside.
How do you expect me to explain myself.
When you all are the ones I try to satisfy.

That is why. I shut that door. And run.

HELLO HELLO!!!
I just realised I've gone MIA for two weeks...
Haha... The 'King' is back on a two weeks block leave and we're in a process of a competition call who-on-the-com-first-gets-to-use-the-com...
Haha... So that explains why I kept hearing tumbling and RAPID feet shuffling noises the moment I got home...

Hahaha... Never mind about that...
I have a BIG heart hur... haha...

Let me recall some happenings...
Last Saturday, was it last sat?? haha... oK watever~

We had our lantern festival celebration at Yishun bball court...
Attendees include me, lara, shihui, ant, sel, liang, nicholas, des, wx, james...
Quite a big group... haha...
But the girls were mainly the ones keeping to the tradition of playing with lanterns...

We played some bball in the dark till late too... Haha...
I realised after graduation, we're all busy with our lives...
Occassional meetups became more precious...
Let's keep the 2406 Muggers Gang going... hAhaa!!

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Last Sunday, my whole family headed to the temple for a big annual event...
It's the day to commemorate the birth of a god... (Jiu Wang Ye)
Despite the need to bulldoze our way through the crowded temple,
or reeking of incense scent,
or maybe high probability of ashes landing on your head,
there's always reasons to attend this annual event...

The most obvious reason is of course, dad's participation in the event.
And the whole thing never fails to keep our curiousity high...
We always flood our dad with silly questions like how many brothers does the god has etc..
HAHA... The answer is 9 btw...

And the whole process is interesting....
Most importantly, not forgetting, the FREE MAMA-LICIOUS CURRY BEEHOON!!
haha...